Heya doodeys.
hmm have no idea why but have an urge to post.lols
today went for e sports leader crap..
well, kinda... not needed and maybe exchange with more slpin time..
cause of
SOMEBODY that i have to go this.... thing.
lols whatever e case. went home with pancakes! woohoo!
its been quite awhile since i had it man.
think of all e sugary goodness of e syrup!
woohoo!
CRAPPING ALERT!lols alright was blog hopping quite awhile now..
happen to pass by many people's blog.
many with e sentence"I Love You"..
well.. maybe it's a sentence that I will not be able to comprehend.
how do i say this... well,i just dont have e element to love someone
or be loved..
i had been thinking about e defination of love quite a long time ago.
is it some "things" to keep you more occupied? to fill up your time?
or is it really having mutual trust between one another?
"Love" seriously is a complicated matter.
up till now, I think most prob, its e 1st option.
people tends to be involve in relationships cause of "face" and maybe
just fame. Foolish isnt it? i mean, it's such a .. urm.. nevermind.
Till now, this so called "Love" can be seen in my very school.
every class is bound to have a couple. well congrats to this
couple to be able to be together.
anyway, This people definately have emotions(like duh=.=)
and a heart. however, does this people have trust
with one another? how long can they last?
did they show their affectionate toward each other often?
does both party feel loved? satisfied?
I just cant really answer this questions up till now.
i just cant find the answer...
Honest speaking, having a girlfriend/boyfriend is truly enjoyable
and fun. they are the one you can really pour your sorrows into.
but the difficult task is to keep this love between them to
continue flowing!
i failed to do this in the past and resulted in e cruel parting.
easier said then done. I totally agree.
In the past, the naive me had always thought of many
so called "romantic" method to sweeten the relationship
between us but i just dont have e courage.
infront of you, im just always speechless, no guts, afraid.
but behind e scene, im always planning and thinking
of methods to be closer to you, to show the affectionate towards you.
However, all failed terribly.
and now i had chosen to lock myself up.
locked my heart up and throw the key into the vast ocean,
hoping for one day, someone will find it and open up my heart
once again.
blah blah blah! enough of my stupid crapping already!
lols so gonna end my post like now. see ya :)
